Occupational Therapy

I don't remember just when I started occupational therapy with Mitzi W, but I do remember a number of times falling back on my bed pillows, exhausted, from just trying so hard to make the muscles in my fingers move….but try as I may, they wouldn't.

In time, I could raise my arm about shoulder height and was able to use my fingers well enough to pick up cough drops by the little paper wrapping with my index finger and thumb.

I remember the time when I first was able to clap normally.....to

use both hands.....instead of just beating on a flat surface, or beating on my leg in order to make the clapping sound. And then when I could first cup my right hand enough to help rinse my face.....instead of trying to rinse with just one hand.

My experience….

How does it feel to be paralyzed?

Hand & Fingers - Feels like rubber bands around hand & fingers that prevents them from being able to move.feels heavy. Feels dead. Not a part of my alive body. Colder than other hand. Very little feeling when touched. Can't tell whether I have moved it or not; have to look to see.

Arm - Numb & heavy. Feels like rubber bands around. Colder than other arm. When trying to play tennis the arm bounces around and won't stay put so I stick it in the elastic of my pants to hold it.

As far as balance is concerned, it's like having just one arm.

Mouth -Feels funny when touched and can't tell quite where. Feels numb. Feels swollen, bigger than other side but doesn't look that way.

Can't eat a carrot, apple, corn on cab, etc.
Will bite lip while eating.

Leg - So tiring. Feels heavy.

Can't feel what position it's in until you look & see .